Pro-life.

I'm sorry I can't have you.
I'm sorry I can't accept you.
I'm sorry I'm not ready, I'm sorry I'm not willing.
I'm sorry I can't handle, I'm sorry I can't change.
I'm sorry I can't be there for you.
I'm sorry I can't give you a chance.
I'm sorry I can't stand proud.
I'm sorry I'm not brave enough.
I'm sorry I'm giving up before the battle had even begun.
I'm sorry I have to turn away.
I'm sorry I can't open up my heart to love you.

Sentimentality comes to me every year

I’m turning 20 in eight days and now I’m feeling nostalgic. I miss being

fifteen and innocent,

sixteen and learning,

seventeen and getting there,

eighteen and being free.

I miss the simplicity of high school, waking up at 6:30 everyday, going to school, hanging out with my friends then going home. I miss knowing that even if I don’t try, I’m going to survive.

I miss being on top of the world, instead of desperately trying to climb up.

So now the clock is ticking, and I’m trying to do all the things that I’ve always planned to do but never got the chance to. I’m tired, exhausted and streched out to the extremes but I know that it’s all going to be worth it.

I may have been side-tracked and distracted for a while then but mark my words, I am going to look back in my life and not regret a single thing. It’s never too late to start living.

I hope you realize that youre moving on from this at a much faster rate than I am and unless you slow down, stop, wait or come back for me, we’re never going to be in this journey together.

I think my biggest problem is that I measure very poorly my own self-worth and for that I pay the price.

Using big words does NOT mean you have a big brain. In fact, most of the time, it’s just used to hide the fact that you have nothing important to say.